Bauhaus/Nine Inch Nails concert in two weeks - WOOOOOT!
Mom and Dad Rochon [my folks] visiting us the week of July 4th. YAY!

Life in the Now

I have a job interview at 3:00. It's with my current company in a different department....not sure that it will pay more, but hoping that it will. Loving the job description. It could be just what I need to move forward in the day-to-day life. I am totally open right now...

The Future

G and I have decided to start sending our demo to record labels. We cannot do all of this alone anymore. We're getting stretched too thin, and we need some help. We don't want a "major," just a decent indie that will take us as ARTISTS and help us grow. Yes, I DO believe that these labels exist...as a matter of fact, my "gut" is speaking to me about two in particular. In HEAVY research mode right now...and yes, we'll make SURE we get a good attorney, should a contract present itself...and I believe it will. Until then, the full length CD is going slowly, but surely. We've finished shooting for the Fantomatique video, and the editing process has begun. I just need to enjoy the PROCESS and not get all stressed out about all of the unknowns. This is ART. It's what I ENJOY. It's my passion, and what I was BORN to do. I'm not going to let all of this self-imposed pressure start to rob me of that joy. That's my promise to myself right here, right now in front of all [two] of you.

T.M.I.

I've had to PEE really badly all day today. It's nerves. I can't believe I've got a job interview...it happened when I least expected it, of course! But it's nice considering a new job at a time in my life when I'm not really feeling desperate or bitter about my current job situation. So...yeah, this should be good.

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